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[20 Nov 2007|10:31am] |
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hehe i'm back!
gosh.. it's been so long since i last posted... met lots of new people already, have a different barkada in school na, went through the rigors of preparing for the exhibit, had the exhibit, and now i'm still at the "post-exhibit" stage wherein we have to sell the items we used, return some, and whatnot...
so, graduation is near already. :) december 6... in the meantime, i'm keeping myself busy relaxing and doing a project on the side... i'll see if i can update here more often.
is anyone even using livejournal still?! hehehe
well, apparently i am. or i will. just want a place to air out my thoughts... hehehe
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| quote time |
[05 Jul 2006|10:04pm] |
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"Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism. Confronting your fears and allowing yourself the right to be human can, paradoxically, make yourself a happier and more productive person.
- Dr. David M. Burns
soooobrang can relate!! as in.
with my works in school, sobra akong perfectionist. and i guess this is the reason why i'm so scared of public speaking, coz i'm afraid of looking stupid in front of people. scared of making mistakes...
"fear always lurks behind perfectionism." true true... well, in my case. in order to avoid being embarrassed, i try to be as perfect as i can be. bad... kasi in time, maybe i'll be so afraid of making mistakes that i'll get limited na in terms of my actions. :o i need to humble myself more, allow myself to make mistakes and learn from them... face my fears... and in the process, make myself a "happier and more productive person." :)
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| commercials that make me laugh |
[02 Jun 2006|10:32pm] |
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1. solmux commercial ni aga. hehehe GORIL-YA! is that the tagalog version of gorilla?
2. wendy's commercial with guys sooo excited to eat salad! uhm... okay!! hehehe! they should have used girls instead. i mean, how many guys are actually THAT excited to eat salad?
3. axe land commercial. i don't like it. it's not even subtle anymore. like, okaaaayy!
anyway, it was a nice day today! :D was cramming this morning for my afternoon class and i got this text from my school's secretary, freecut daw kami today. whoopeeeee!! thank you thank you Lord! that made my day. :)
i reaaaallly have to catch up na... new term starts next month already!
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| my blessings this weekend... |
[15 May 2006|10:17pm] |
amidst all my stress in school, this weekend i was able to semi-relax and talagang nakita ko lang yung blessings ni Lord. :) sobrang galing!
first... dumating na yung free phone ng dad ko and syempre, inangkin ko na muna. so yehey! may new phone nako!! hehehe! although hindi ata ako deserving, but it's okay, i'll make myself deserving nalang... :P narinig ni Lord prayers ko!
next... my brother and i gave someone a bag for mother's day. and sobra siyang happy talaga! as in maiyak iyak na siya... turns out gusto niya pala dati pa bumili ng bag, something like the one we gave her, pero sabi niya tipid nalang daw muna kasi magpapasukan na anak niya. so ang galing lang... what are the chances na we gave the right gift at the right time? :)
tapos... so in lieu of the free phones, marami na tuloy mga spare phones dito. and my brother and i were deciding what to do with them... which ones to sell and which ones to keep as a spare phone. one of the phones yung 7650 niya na luma. sabi ko sell it nalang, offer it first sa helpers namin kasi maybe one of them might want to buy it. (hindi give kasi dole out na masyado...) so nung pasok nung isang help namin sa room, tamang tama my brother asked if she wanted to buy it, for around half the current market price. and "yes!!" kaagad siya! haha sooobrang nakakatuwa yung reaction niya, ang saya saya niya talaga! :) kasi dati pa pala niya gusto bilhan ng phone yung family niya sa province, pero wala pa siyang money... kasi a brand new nokia na cheapest na mga 2k+, eh ito cheaper pa, tas may camera na, although super old lang nga. hehe! pero ayos pa naman syempre. so yon... sobra talaga siyang saya! as in biiiiig smile. :) nakakatuwa lang...
and lastly... i got the courage to finally ask my dad if i could space out my advanced course (supposedly 1.5yrs) into 2.5 years instead, coz nastrestress lang talaga ako ngayon. and he allowed me! as in full support pa! :) if ganito lang daw ako ka-stress, hindi rin worth it. haaaaaay.... i had the biggest smile when he said that! :) it means so much to have your parents' support... so there... might be taking part time jobs next year or some added classes in photoshop, etc. i need to work even a little, nakakahiya na sa parents ko. :o
yun lang naman.
i'm a happy girl. :)
but back to the real world...
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[11 May 2006|08:04pm] |
so it's another submission day today at my deco arts class, and i wasn't able to submit... again! :( supposedly i should have submitted 2 plates today -- the foyer and kitchen. perspective lang natapos ko sa foyer, so i still have to ink the floor plan, do the accessories and render it all. and haven't started at all with the kitchen. that's -20 for the foyer plate and -10 for the kitchen plate. sheeeeeeckers!! that's so sad. ang baba na ng highest possible grade ko... :s
i just wanna hide. ayaw ko na magpakita sa teacher namin... hehe nakakahiya na. i'm so disappointed with myself. as i'm sure he's also disappointed with me.
coz i prioritized our midterm test kanina... i was hoping to get a high grade there to at least pull up my overall grade since ang dami ko ng minus. i got a 112/121. hmm... okay na... but i was hoping for a perfect score. hahahahahaha! fine. or at least 96% para mapull up talaga!
at the moment...
-- my social life is on hiatus. punishment for my bad bad behavior in school.
-- i want a new phone!! n70. if i get back on track after 2 weeks, i think i'll reward myself with this.... hehe as if!
-- i'm pumped up for another all nighter! slept from 1pm-6pm a while ago. hahaaaa! coz slept for only 2 hours last night. sabog nanaman sleeping sched ko. ang saya saya! i can predict a pimple outbreak anytime soon now... ayan na... parating na...
-- i think i'm going crazy
sooo during my loooong nap a while ago, i dreamt i was back in school. we were having a class, and i was talking for a while sa seatmate ko. when lo and behold, i hear the teacher saying "that's it, i warned you na kanina pero hindi ka pa rin nakinig. please step out of the classroom maybs." and i was like HUWAAAT?!?! i didn't hear your first warning! i wasn't being THAT noisy! hehehe grabe. my guilt is haunting me. even in my only place of solace. :s
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| waaahhh |
[04 May 2006|09:22pm] |
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arrgghh this procrastination thing is killing me!!!
any suggestions on how to kick this bad bad baaaddd habit? :(
sh*t... i'm falling behind with school work just because i can't bring myself to continuously work on my plates. distraction here and there... snacks here and there (peste) and computer here and there... hay...
i need a work room.
devoid of any distractions.
with ample supply of coffee.
i'm going craaaaazzzzyyyyy!!!
i can't handle anymore late submissions!!
it's piling up!!!
have.
to.
finish.
tonight.
or.tomorrow.morning.at.the.latest.
*hay*
just had to vent out.
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| some quotes |
[03 May 2006|04:44pm] |
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"not committed, nothing is important.
committed, all things are important."
-- laurens van der post
"forget what i've told you works for me
and do what you know works for you."
-- rabia
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| tried out ccf |
[29 Apr 2006|02:04pm] |
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last night i tried out this christian worship, ccf. my friend has been inviting me to try it out and last night i did... twas fun! well, mostly because the people were so friendly, funny and really just fun to be with. :) it started with some people singing on stage, then a few announcements while we waited for the speaker, then we had a talk and broke into small groups to do some sharing about the talk. at first i didn't want to share, which was just okay with the group coz it's my first time to attend. but in the end, i felt moved to share so i ended up sharing... hehe we were 7 in the group, mostly ateneans actually. olivia hu, van, caroline tanchi, minnie fong, janine (oops i'm not sure..), angel gabriel and me! hehe it was a fun night... new experience for me. :) what's nice is that marami rin kaming catholics don, parang hindi naman big issue yung religion namin. bottomline is we're still worshipping the same God naman. but nakakatuwa lang how they know the bible kasi they would always quote from it. i think i should start reading the bible again... :)
anyway, it was also nice seeing and experiencing a new community, aside from the one i've grown used to. i'm just a thirsting soul yearning to experience God all over again... hopefully this will bring me closer to Him... :)
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| got my sched changed |
[26 Apr 2006|11:23pm] |
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finally got my sched changed. my class today got moved to a friday. hmmm that's 2 more days to do the plate that's supposedly due today. i consulted with the teacher nalang kanina and thank god she approved my floor plan layout na, maganda na raw and wag ko sisirain when i do my perspective. hehe in other words, find a good vantage point to show the whole area para nice tingnan when i present it. hopefully i'll have it done by friday.
adding more stress to my life, i accepted my friend's request for me to help him in the renovation of xavier. don't know exactly how i'll be able to help, but i guess i'll just assist him in whatever way i can... hopefully i'll be more of a help than a burden to him. hehe i have minimal experience with hands on interior designing. so this will be good for me... i already went around xavier the other day and even if it was just 2 hours, grabe, sobrang nakakapagod! brisk walking around the whole school tas ang init init pa. natatakot ako that this might drain my energy and i'll be too sleepy and tired to do any schoolwork when i get home. :o
last night i met up with wawie, m and ginger. we tried 4 by force, which is like so near my house. suuuper cheap! okay na rin, we even got a discount kasi kilala ni waw yung may-ari. hehe yun lang... okay naman. :)
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| photoshop love! |
[22 Apr 2006|12:17am] |
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i miss tinkering with photoshop. i wonder when i'll be able to master it... never say never...
anyhoo. went to dinner last night with wawie, m and m's fil-am friend bradley. the wonders of alcohol... napa-english tuloy ako ng di oras. hehe! we went to nirai, it's in greenhills beside oyster boy. the food's cheap, but the portion's small too (or baka gutom lang ako). not too much choices when it comes to cocktails, but they have their own concoctions.
boy bastos. their "special" drink that's supposed to give you a buzz. not too buzzy for me. hehehe tasted like beer... mixed with something i don't know.
sake bomb. you're given a shot of sake and a glass of beer. drop the shot glass in your beer and tada! sake bomb. mild lang siya... once again, tasted like beer. not much of a beer drinker pa naman... burp galore kasi!
shoju? forgot exactly what the name was... but anyway, as per m's suggestion, we mixed this shot with oolong tea. mild lang din siya! tasted like tea this time, dah. hehehe!
vince's poision. coke mixed with i don't know what. okay lang... slightly tasted like medicine.
fuji winter. i don't know how this got in the cocktail list coz it just tasted like apple shake!
sadly, my staple drinks of zombie and blowjob weren't on the list. aaww. na miss ko sila. hehehe anyway, twas a fun night. :) til next week!
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| Yeah yeah... |
[14 Apr 2006|06:37pm] |
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I've decided to start blogging again. Hehe But I'm probably gonna be updating my other blog at...
http://psychodelicmaybs.blogspot.com/
Just because I'm tired of the LJ look and I could already receive comment notifications in blogspot (which I think they didn't have before?).
So if you wanna catch up on my useless entries... hehehe.. that's the place to go. :) Mostly i'll be talking about my life in PSID and whatever rants I have at the moment. Haha As if you don't have enough of that already in your life... But anyhow, just drop by anytime! :)
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| life's good |
[13 Aug 2005|12:29am] |
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i wanna use all the mood choices out there... so now, i'm accomplished. well, it's fitting naman.
happy with life. isn't that just great? this peaceful kind of happiness, not the giddy happy.
i love what i'm doing right now, studying interior design. even though i'm still a crammer, bottomline is, i enjoy it. hehe what completes my day in school is if i see robin da roza. haha! loser! :P some people don't even know who he is. heehee
is anyone out there watching laguna beach?? lost?? such a tv and movie junkie lately... it's like i have all the time in the world. riiiiggghhtt.... kaya tuloy nagcracram. i'm back to carpooling again, and nakakahiya kasi everytime car ko na, i end up being late! coz i cram the night before and my trusty alarm clock can't seem to wake me up...
wala nako masabi, just letting you know i'm still alive. :D
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| pilgrimage pictures |
[08 Jun 2005|11:37pm] |
for pictures of my pilgrimage trip, just go to my multiply website :)
that's only around 5% of the total pictures we took. haha! trigger happy kami ng mom ko, each armed with our own camera :P
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| fake dvds |
[30 May 2005|10:10am] |
went to metrowalk yesterday to eat dinner and well, shop for dvds. :D
surprisingly, i saw maritoni fernandez there with her bf i think. she was also buying dvds! ano ba yan... nakakagulat lang considering she's from the movie industry.. hindi ba dapat she shouldn't be supporting fake dvds? magagalit si (whoever's in charge of busting these operations... hehe).
oh well... nothing nice to buy anyways.
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| my pilgrimage memories |
[21 May 2005|07:19pm] |
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my pilgrimage to egypt, israel and jordan was great! :) i went with my mom along with a tour group. met lots of really great people there! and grabe, sobrang experience of a lifetime... at first i thought it would be kinda boring, kasi mejo... uhm... puros girls and hindi na sila young? pero young at heart pa rin. hehe it turned out sobra silang fun. and 2 of them even wanted to set me up with their sons! nyeh!
anyway, here are some memories that i'm sure to treasure forever... :)
1. visiting this museum in egypt. ang ganda lang. feeling mo you're being transported back in time... i love their history! i hope to return there someday, or simply read more about their history. a few days after we visited, na-bomb yung museum! scary! pero sa labas lang naman... but still!
2. seeing the pyramids and sphinx. wala lang, maganda naman. haha! at least i can cross them out na sa list of things to see in my lifetime. :P
3. took a night cruise in the nile river... with matching belly dancing entertainment. to make the night more interesting, i was called to go to the front to dance with the belly dancer! waaahh!! it ranks high in my most embarrassing experiences... :o also, it verified the fact that i have no career whatsoever in dancing. thank you very much!
4. swam in the dead sea! :D now that was fun!
5. received a marriage proposal from someone. haha! winner to... if i marry him daw, he'll give me 100 camels, 1 mercedez benz and 1 banana tree (huwaaat?!). sorry, i want 200 camels eh... hehehe
6. took a boat ride in the sea of galilee. wow. another boat ride i'll remember forever... :)
7. saw the place where jesus was crucified. my favorite! brought me to tears... ;(
8. read the 1st reading during our last mass in mt.nebo. heehee wala lang... i've always been afraid of public speaking, pero ginawa ko ito for the lord :P
9. saw petra! maaaann... now that was beautiful... and tiring... hehe
10. got baptized again in the jordan river. :D
11. watched a renewal of wedding vows at cana. ang sweeeett.... excited na akong mag-asawa friends ko... not me! hahaha
12. got to taste authentic shawarma and mediterranean food!
13. learned a new pick-up line... haha!
GUY: what's 'mahal kita'?
ME: uhm... i love you?
GUY: thanks, you too!
14. sablanoot = patience
15. saw the place where the angel appeared to mary... grabe, feel na feel ko yung pag-"yes" ni mary sa call na yon... nakakaiyak (ewan baket)
in general, sobrang worth it yung experience na ito. parang mas naging totoo yung mga nababasa ko sa bible... saw lots of historic places, felt God's presence, and met lots of great people din... sobrang fun. :) i was thinking the pilgrimage was gonna be like a retreat ---tipong prayerful and medyo reflective. pero hindi pala masyado... i was a bit disappointed kasi parang kulang yung reflection part, pero at the same time masaya din naman... someday babalik ako ulit doon. hehe so much to see pa kasi... :) nakakaguilty din kasi yung sabi ng pari na we can afford to go to so many different places, pero why not sa holy land? mga muslims nga make it a point to go to mecca at least once in their lives... samantalang tayo, we don't even take the time to go sa holy land... which is true nga naman. :o so there... all these for God's greater glory... :)
btw, may madre kaming kasama and i swear, talagang rinerecruit niya ako maging madre! hahahaha :P abangan ang susunod na kabanata... hahahaha
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| nyek |
[21 May 2005|07:14pm] |
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nyek.
watched the amityville horror again (basta...) and hindi na siya scary!! hehe i think it really depends where you watch it and the time when you watch it. kasi ngayon, ang daming tao sa theater and afternoon pa siya. soooo... corny!
haha sayang :P
maybe someday i'll have the courage to watch the sixth sense again... just so that mawala yung takot ko... :o
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| amityville horror! |
[16 May 2005|12:08am] |
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just because i'm scared as $#@%#! kaya ako nagsusulat dito... hehehe
the amityville horror movie...
is one...
SCARY...
movie!
my gosh! kung kelangan niyo ng excuse to hug your boy/girl or whoever, then this is the movie for you... hehe really now, the fact na based pa siya on the true amityville story makes it a lot scarier! shhheeeettt!!
yun lang. i'm sleeping in my parents' room tonight. :o
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| i want! |
[25 Mar 2005|10:25pm] |
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i want a puppy!!
female.
small.
not too needy.
can stay inside the house.
easily trained.
cute.
doesn't shed too much.
i saw a 5k shih tzu sa buyandsell. i don't mind too much about the pedigree stuff or if champion ba yung parents. i just want a puppy!! hehehe i feel like a kid...
i told myself that if i can really, as in really, take care of a dog, then ready nako magka-anak. haha! not that i want a baby, coz i don't right now.
i just want a puppy. waaaahh!! but my family will kill me if i buy one. so sana may magbigay nalang sakin. wahahaha as if! :P
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| graduation blues! |
[18 Mar 2005|05:01pm] |
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graduation naaaa!! nasesenti nako... hehe kanina sa grad practice i was just taking pictures with everyone i know! close or semi-close or talagang hindi close basta kilala ko! hahaha and it was a good way to take a picture with your crush.. wahaha! :P
hay... senti senti. :) napamahal na rin sakin ang ateneo. hehehe learned a lot i must say... and met lots of great people with all kinds of personalities, values, and whatnot.
actually, i just wanna get this grad over and done with. i have shoes that are killing my toes and back ng paa ko. waaahh!! hehehe ang init pa ng toga. but i've always loved wearing mga parang ganyan... you don't need to worry na kita taba mo or anything coz you're swimming in the large cloth a.k.a. toga. hehehe
blue roast! was okay naman for me... thanks to va and chrissie's drink. hahaha :P pictured the night away again. gave my rose to someone deserving. hugged a lot of people. probably made a fool of myself in front of some people. but don't care. it's the grad party! :P had coffee afterwards with some friends... and after a million years, i got home late again! loser. wala na talaga akong gimik... hahaha i need someone to fund my gimiks! :P
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